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Rant and Rave
May 07, 2008 08:07AM
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Trying to have a baby is the hardest thing that we have ever done, its funny i thought it would be easy, but it is so emotionaly draining. So many things racing through my mind at the moment, and once again another year will pass by and we will have empty arms at christmas. People we know have had 2 and 3 kids in the time that we have been trying it sucks so badly because they take for granted how easy it is for them to fall pregnant and they will never understand how hard it is to get their for us. I have my blood test on sat and i have a feeling that it will come back negative again. I feel like such a failure all the eggs fertilised and so far none of them have taken, i just feel like i am doing something wrong! I hate feeling like this, i want the joy of someone telling me yes you are pregnant you will have a baby at the end of this. I see all these people complaining about morning sickness and all the side effects of pregnancy, I WOULD DIE FOR THAT.
I am sorry to hear that it is difficult for you to get pregnant. A friend of mine lost a baby a couple of months ago, and she and her husband are trying, and says the same thing: other people just seem to get pregnant easily, while others, try so hard, and it never happens. I never take my children for granted. Years ago, I suffered 2 miscarriages, and luckily now, I am blessed with 2 sons, and a baby on the way, due in Jan 2009. I understand how hard it was to conceive, and to be pregnant, only to lose them. It was hard. I wish that every woman could get pregnant, and be blessed, and I as well hate to see when parents', just take their kids for granted. Here you are, a loving person, who just wants to give your love to a little miracle, and there are parents' out there who don't even care for their children. You are in my thoughts and prayers, and I just pray you will have a positive result.
God Bless,
Fari
God Bless,
Fari
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