Depressed

I don't know what to do :( I've just been verbally destroyed by two people who said they were my friends. I also have a third friend accusing me of ignoring them even though I wasn't. I feel like I'm being bullied by people I thought I could trust. Its tearing me apart and I feel like everyone thinks they can have a say in how I live my life. The worst part is they won't say it to my face. Only over the internet and phone. They won't come and discuss their problems in an adult manner because they know if they saw how upset I was by their accusations they'd realise they were wrong and they wouldn't be able to handle it.

I just want to live my life and deal with my depression without having people ganging up on me and putting me back to square one. Is that too much to ask!?!