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Female, 20, Chandler - AZ, member since Feb 2007
My name is Malia and I live in the nice hot state of Arizona. I found this site back in early Febuary of '07 when I ended up finding out that my unplanned pregnancy has resulted in a miscarriage. I was devastated and stumbled onto here by accident trying to find some in...
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I feel sick with dread
May 09, 2008 03:49AM
- 14 comments
So Zach is out roaming the streets from his last run in with the police. Well he's pretty much left me alone so far so I've been staying in the apartment with Aspen (not moving into my parents until next week). Anyways, I got a email from my mom about an hour ago (its about 2 am here and she is usually in bed by 10pm) that said
Malia I have a bad feeling about things.
Please, come home!
I love you!
Mom
Well I felt fine before I saw that email but now that I've seen it I feel sick with worry. My mom has never written me an email like that before! I feel like I should heed her warning (mother knows best) but I don't want to wake up Aspen and drive 30 minutes to my mom's house since she JUST went to sleep like 2 hours ago.
I don't know what to do. I just feel so weirded out right now and I don't think I'll be able to sleep. :(
Malia I have a bad feeling about things.
Please, come home!
I love you!
Mom
Well I felt fine before I saw that email but now that I've seen it I feel sick with worry. My mom has never written me an email like that before! I feel like I should heed her warning (mother knows best) but I don't want to wake up Aspen and drive 30 minutes to my mom's house since she JUST went to sleep like 2 hours ago.
I don't know what to do. I just feel so weirded out right now and I don't think I'll be able to sleep. :(
perhaps you should go u said mums are always rite, im taking it that Zach is ur partner,rite?
ex partner. A couple weeks ago he committed an act of domestic abuse on me while holding my daughter and was put in jail. We haven't really spoken since.
my goodness, he is the father of your baby, i really suggest ur go to your mothers house you and ur baby deserve to be in a loving supportive home. how are you coping with being a single mother ? x
moms are pretty good with their gut feelings, i would go, better safe than sorry and it'll put both your minds at ease :) maybe you can go when she wakes up?
let us know what you decided to do?
u sould do wat is rite
I SAY GO. are you ok?
OMG-Can he still get in your apartment?? Did you have the locks changed?? You should go, mothers instinct is usually right!! Take care and keep us posted. Keep safe!!
i would go too. think how you would feel if aspen were in your shoes, and you had that feeling -- you would be sick with worry wanting her to come home. aspen may wake but will go back to sleep. you need to be at home and safe and so does aspen.
I agree with the ladies. Please go. Aspen can always catch up with sleep at your mom's house
Well I didn't go last night. I ended up falling asleep on the couch right after I wrote the last time. Nothing happened. Its not almost 10 am and I'm about to leave for my sisters graduation.
are you planing on goin to live with ur mum?
yes I am
when, i wish u all the best you and ur child deserve to be in a loving environment , if u get a chance could you look at my question 'please help me' thanks xxx
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