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craptastic morning

Jul 10, 2009 - 0 comments
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letting go

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progesterone

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PMS

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giving up

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hormones

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bbt



forgot to do my p.m. progesterone cream last night and man, i can really tell the difference. woke up this morning just feeling in a sad, depressed, and somewhat irritable mood. definitely seeing the glass half empty this morning. glad to be headed to yoga in a couple of hours. since i know i'm not pregnant i would really just like for my period to begin but i am having absolutely no physical symptoms that would indicate that might be happening soon. i am guessing sunday by the latest but you never know. it seems that the more i focus on all of this ****, the more screwed up my cycles get.
i wish i could just give up full stop, but then, i need to at least get my system, my hormones, everything balanced, and that means i need to track my cycles, ovulation, and BBT for at least 3 months. so... july-aug, aug-sept, sept-oct. i think after that, i should be able to see a clear pattern and (hopefully) my BBT and hormone levels will also improve. after that i think i can drop all of this, just know that my system is in balance, and take a 100% "if it happens, it happens" approach. i look forward to november.

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