Stagnate

The 1st week of the 2ww is a state of stagnation.  There is nothing to really talk about and you act as if nothing is going on.  The first 2 weeks of the cycle is rush to the doctor every day or every couple days.  You are constantly talking about this dosage, that dosage, this ailment, that ailment, and then you ovulate.  It is like everything ends then.  No more connection with the RE, no more injections, no more routine!  I hate doing the routine, but it at least makes me feel connected!  I can't get excited or anxious because I could not stand to feel that for 9 more days.  So, for now, I just sit in limbo, waiting for next week, wondering what can preoccupy me since I am not routinely doing anything.  I then obssess over every twinge, discomfort, or complaint and attribute it to either pregnancy of AF.  Even if my toe hurts, I can find a way to connect it to the reproductive cycle.  :)  
I am just complaining.  Sorry!  I am feeling irritable today.  I even yelled at my dh this morning because he put dirty dishes in the sink again.  I cleaned them up last night and put them in the dishwasher and then he dirtied the sink again.  THE SINK IS NOT FOR DIRTY DISHES!  THAT IS WHY WE HAVE A DISHWASHER!  I know, I know, I am being petty.  He dirtied the sink with dishes from cooking me breakfast.  I should feel like a heel!!!
Thanks for reading my vent!!!