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My feelings on having a baby boy

Jul 22, 2009 - 13 comments

So as alot of you know I have been wishing to have another baby girl since  I found out that I was pregnant. At my n/t scan they said that there is a good chance this baby is indeed a baby boy.. At first I was crushed... I could never see myself having a baby boy.... I never even had the desire to have a boy..  my best friend ( who is pregnant as well) took me shopping the other day and man did i shop! I got so many cute little boy outfits and it was soo much fun.. i got little jackson a little shirt with a tie.. its so adorable!   I'm starting to get excited about having a little boy..  I have my mini me ( Aubree) and now we will have matt's mini me ( Jackson)  and I don't think i could be any happier!  Matt is over the moon happy.. he has always wanted a little boy.. not that he doesn;t love aubree .. shes a total daddys girl but i  just think its a 'man' thing to want a little boy..   He is starting to get alot more active in my belly.. and i totally love it!  Aubree will put her head on my belly and babble to jackson .. its too cute!  no one can really tell that I am pregnant yet.. im not really showing all that much.. which is a blessing and kind of a curse..  I'm so excited to be carrying this little guy that i want the whole world to know ... but at the same time im glad im not getting big because i am getting married a couple months after this little guy comes...  

I'm just so glad that my feelings have changed.. I guess  I knew that I would love this baby regardless of gender but i honestly thought i would have some regrets if it wasn't a girl.. but i don't ... i love this baby with all of my heart ( well what isn't taken by aubree of course)  and I can't wait to meet him in january!  I can't wait for Aubree to be a big sister and I can't wait for all of us to be a family! :)

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by lmc2132, Jul 22, 2009
I thought I wanted a girl, too, until I found out it was a boy and now can think of so many reasons to be happy about having a son!   Congrats and go blue team!

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by mamaofonetrying42, Jul 22, 2009
Awww, ang. you are too sweet!! I am so happy you are excited about having a little boy!! Im kind of worried myself as this is our last baby and if it is another Boy, I just dont know if I will feel like out family is completed....Ahhh, IDK....I guess we'll see!!!But I am so excited for you!!! xoxo's

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by jodylynn417, Jul 22, 2009
I completely understand! my first child who is now 9 turned out to be a stunning lil girl, i was so happy cause thats what i always wanted. then came num two. when they told me it was a boy i was a lil disappointed only because i couldnt imagine not having another lil girl to dress up and play tea party with.. however as the pregnancy progressed i knew i loved my lil kanen with all of my heart.. then num three was also a beautiful blonde haired blue eyed boy who is now three.. my boys are so full of life and so out going... completely diff than taya.. she is very laid bak and does not have a care in the world... now im working on num four.. i would love to have another girl to even things out.. and my taya is always saying she needs a sister so she can have a break from her rowty bros but no matter we will love it either way... I wish you all the luck with your growing family..

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by Cheyenne_08, Jul 22, 2009
I never wanted a boy either, EVER. But when I found out Ashtyn was a boy, I got really excited. He is still the only boy in my family. My dad had all girls, and my sisters have all girls...so he is the only little man :-) Boys are fun, but I am still holding out for a girl! lol

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by tiredbuthappy, Jul 22, 2009
aww... LOVE the name by the way. It goes so well with Aubree

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by pinkbelle, Jul 22, 2009
tired -- thats what DH said.. Aubree Ryan And Jackson Thomas... they sound soo good together :)

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by Cheyenne_08, Jul 22, 2009
I also really like the name Jackson!

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by tatorbug40, Jul 22, 2009
Jackson Thomas was on my list of names too...  Colten is Colten Thomas-  DH didn't like Jackson,  but I loved it!

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by pinkbelle, Jul 22, 2009
tator- really? i had no idea... my dh matt his middle name is Thomas and so is every single man in his family.. so its a family tradition... they are all stoked to be getting a boy.. this is the first boy grand child for his side of the family

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by tatorbug40, Jul 22, 2009
yeah,  DH's name is Thomas (first) as was his fathers, and grandfathers...  we decided to put in as a middle name, instead of the first...  :)  Boys are fun...  I already told you I wanted another girl too-  but I LOVE my little man!

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by mamaofonetrying42, Jul 22, 2009
LOve jackson Thomas!!!

Tatorbug- Colten is on our list as well!! So is Jaxon!! LOVE IT !!! LOL

This weeks Fav (LOL) is Owen Matthew

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by pinkbelle, Jul 22, 2009
toni - i like owen matthew but i am partial to boys names matthew ;)

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by tatorbug40, Jul 22, 2009
Owen Matthew is very nice!

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