Jul 22, 2009
So as alot of you know I have been wishing to have another baby girl since I found out that I was pregnant. At my n/t scan they said that there is a good chance this baby is indeed a baby boy.. At first I was crushed... I could never see myself having a baby boy.... I never even had the desire to have a boy.. my best friend ( who is pregnant as well) took me shopping the other day and man did i shop! I got so many cute little boy outfits and it was soo much fun.. i got little jackson a little shirt with a tie.. its so adorable! I'm starting to get excited about having a little boy.. I have my mini me ( Aubree) and now we will have matt's mini me ( Jackson) and I don't think i could be any happier! Matt is over the moon happy.. he has always wanted a little boy.. not that he doesn;t love aubree .. shes a total daddys girl but i just think its a 'man' thing to want a little boy.. He is starting to get alot more active in my belly.. and i totally love it! Aubree will put her head on my belly and babble to jackson .. its too cute! no one can really tell that I am pregnant yet.. im not really showing all that much.. which is a blessing and kind of a curse.. I'm so excited to be carrying this little guy that i want the whole world to know ... but at the same time im glad im not getting big because i am getting married a couple months after this little guy comes...
I'm just so glad that my feelings have changed.. I guess I knew that I would love this baby regardless of gender but i honestly thought i would have some regrets if it wasn't a girl.. but i don't ... i love this baby with all of my heart ( well what isn't taken by aubree of course) and I can't wait to meet him in january! I can't wait for Aubree to be a big sister and I can't wait for all of us to be a family! :)