Positivity or Negativity

I was reading the paper this morning on the way to work.  I was reading about the earthquake in China.  One story really brings my problems into context.  A poor man who's wife dead in the quake, everyone else was busy trying to save others that he put her on the back of his motorbike and drove the corpse to the morque himself.  I Must admit i felt so sad for him and his family.  His world will never be the same again and although i try to tell myself there are worse problems in the world than what i have, it doesn't seem to help.  

I never thought I would get to a point in my life where i don't have one aspect in my life that i am happy about,  I have complete sadness at the moment.  Positivity seems to be drained as soon as I hear the birds singing away in the morning sun. The Constant stares by people are enough to drive anyone mad and yet the sound of elton johns rocketman can lift me for 4 minutes.  See Music has been, is and will always be the best medicine for me.  In my darkest hour there is hope if only for a length of a song.