May 15, 2008 09:39AM
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This is me just yelling, not whining, just yelling out my feelings, so please excuse:
OMG! WTF am I gonna do and how the F am I supposed to do it?!!?!??! I'm doin' what I can right now, but damn if this pain is not gonna kill me. This is so freakin' ridiculous! Tried two things for the pain yesterday, and I'm just hurtin' more than ever. I'm shaking, can't hardly move, and so freakin' anxious it's just not even jokable anymore. I feel like I'm being tortured, and I'm wondering on whose arm I can tap to get out of the device.
I'm trying to bear in my that this may be worse before better, but logic aside, just surving until some amount of relief comes is looking about as possible or enjoyable as walking all the way across the country to have my eyeball pierced or something. Seriously, real seriously, I'm at a loss for how to live through each minute, and each hour right now.
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