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Dear Anne Landers....

May 16, 2008 04:16PM - 2 comments
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How pathetic.  A 58 year old fool with love problems.  Drippy, drippy, drippy.  Some guys tell me how lucky I am, some girls tell me I'm just a terrible person.  Neither type has a clue as to what they're talking about.  What is it to have two women so, so deep in your heart?  It's the heights of heaven and it's the depths of hell.  There are so few who realize what it is to send your Baby Doll back home to an abusive husband.  To sleep at night holding one you love and still worry about the other.  To try to balance, balance, balance on that fine line that allows survival.. don't get drunk. man, you'll start jabbering about her and cause jealousy. Don't show any pain, bury it deep. Trying not to think about her I can think of nothing else.

There's no one to talk to about any of this. How can a man with two lovers be this lonely?


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by FMXSMKR, May 16, 2008 04:46PM
Dave, your pain is palpable.  You break my heart.

by el_dave, May 16, 2008 05:32PM
It just plain flat hurts sometimes.  I'm supposed to be an irresponsible womanizing selfish bum, but sometimes it just doesn't work that way. And then there's the other side of the coin, when I feel Dallas slipping into the sack next to me. We sleep for hours, she says she sleeps best when she's with me. She says she feels safe, that she knows I'll take care of anything that happens. When we awaken we do whatever seems natural. Those hours with her make all the pain worthwhile. I sure do appreciate your caring, Ma'am. It makes me feel not so alone. Thank you.

-El Drippy Ol' Dave


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