minor cramps are so confusing. AAAAAGGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

for the past week i have had these period like cramps, not painful. just annoying. then it stopped. i kept looking in my underwear like i was waiting for a new found miracle. NO period...which i am happy about though. then the cramps came back but its not everyday maybe twice for the day if im lucky. i did a pregnancy test at work but i either did the test too early or maybe i should have done it in the morning, and not during the day after dowing a whole bottle of evian water!!! it showed a positive but it was faint. but im still not happy with that. i guess i just want to see a pregnancy test that is so positive, i didnt get to hover over it too long and it screams "YES YOUR PREGNANT WOMAN, WHAT MORE DO YOU WANT!!!" ok....erm...maybe i dont want the test to scream at me but i want a clear positive.. i hate waiting for results im so anxious to know. its like someone giving you a massive box for christmas, you have a rough idea of what maybe in the box...but you dont know for sure. so you find yourself circling around the box like a vulture!!!! aaagghhhhhhhh!!!!!!! i just need to know that im pregnant and im going to be a mother. CANT WAIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!