I couldn't keep my eyes open long enough to come up with a legit enough reason for them to leave me behind for a nap, at YAP. It was me, mike, this girl denise, and mel. I was eating too many pumpkin seeds and I fell asleep, a lot of times. I would not stay awake, I could not stay awake. I was angry, very angry. I was mad, when I woke up that morning because my mom guilted me into going in the first place, I knew I didn't want to. So I ended up refusing to go grocery shopping with them. Flat out refusing. Took a long nap before my mom came to get me. Sat on the couch for a while, eating macaroni and cheese. Yum.
Eventually went to steve's. We did silly things that we do, that I guess are normal, but really not for other couples we know. We watched the Simpson's movie and baked brownies. Ate grapes and had another tickle fight. He played one of his amazing bass songs and his friends stopped by to his his wolf spider, Sharon. For the record, I am not Sharon's biggest fan. I don't remember if I mentioned her and her hundreds of tiny baby spiders, and the fact that we think they're eating each other. She would not eat the bugs he threw in for her, and unlike them I will not call her a *****, because frankly I did not want her too, and I also believe in karma. I didn't go to my cousin's house for the July birthdays. It just seemed like a lot of work, and I'm always really awkward there. Plus I couldn't convince steve to go, haha. I couldn't think of a very good reason, because I think it would just be awkward for me to bring anoyone anyways, even though I barely talk to anyone or anything.
I believe I'm having another medicine allergic reaction, my itchy red bumpy rash has resumed it's taking over of my back, arms, and face. I just feel like I look infectious, really =[ My mom's afraid it'll spread to my lungs or something, and we're taking the Depakote back down. So far the rash has attacked me by reason of high levels of Lamictal, low doses of Navane, and high levels of Depakote. It takes more than a week to fully clear up, and spreads really rapidly. I don't feel in enough danger to panic though, oh well. I can just tell it's going to be one of those weeks.
I really want to know all my blood results. Things like that, I just find interesting. I want to know if all my worries are within reason, if there's anything I should be worrying about that I'm not, any of it. And the side of my face is really itchy. I hope I don't look like a leper.