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After effects of opiates.
May 21, 2008 02:49PM
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If I only would have known, what these pills could do to you.
They pull the very life out of you.
They destroy from the inside out.
When you quit, they taunt you, it seems, forever.
They leave a lingering depression.
Oh, sometimes it leaves, but then it attacks in full force.
Is there an easy fix? Is there a fix at all?
I think not, but perhaps, time will heal it.
They pull the very life out of you.
They destroy from the inside out.
When you quit, they taunt you, it seems, forever.
They leave a lingering depression.
Oh, sometimes it leaves, but then it attacks in full force.
Is there an easy fix? Is there a fix at all?
I think not, but perhaps, time will heal it.
I'm so sorry you're feeling like this.. Time may be the cure my friend, now all's you have to do is hang tight until then.
Thanks for the help!
i posted a new pic. Glad to be back!
Can i add you as a friend?
"Many people fail in life, not for lack of ability or brains or even courage but simply because they have never organized their energies around a goal." Elbert Hubbard
i posted a new pic. Glad to be back!
Can i add you as a friend?
"Many people fail in life, not for lack of ability or brains or even courage but simply because they have never organized their energies around a goal." Elbert Hubbard
I feel ya... That fear of the physical withdrawals and going through it, you think it's thr worst... And once it's gone, the enevitable mental addiction erks you... I never ever thought after using drugs recreationally for so long, that after marriage and a child I would be truely "addicted" to something... Mentally addicted. I always thought I was stronger than that. I don't NEED my vikes. I WANT them. It's torchure. And I hate to say it, but you're over 4 months clean and you still want them; it's very discouraging!!! :(
Love your pictures by the way.
Tessa
Love your pictures by the way.
Tessa
that is so true. I read that as a poem about being addicted to pills, Maybe I am wrong in taking it that way. But it is all so true, you see them on tv and you want them but you hate them, you hear about someone who got hurt or a surgery and all you can think about it, hhhmmmm wonder what they got, wish I had them. Those sorry little suckers torment you forever, I am not sure if it is because our brains never forget something that makes us high...go figure I can't remember to turn off a light and can't forget that feeling of taking those things. I liked what you wrote a lot. People don't realize that we tend to "romance" the drugs for weeks, months and years in our minds.
Props to you for that poem. I can see myself inside it. Does the depression get better? What helps at the beginning?
Time and amino acids like SamE do help, so does a support system.
going to make it, good morning to ya! boy do i feel you this morning! loved the poem ! how true ,how true! i new from the start of my recovery that i would always have to deal with the awful cravings i still get them strong but i just quite even putting it in my tracker it just causes me to bring up old memories! there hasnt been a day yet 38 clean days (snorted percs for over4 yrs. 20plus a day) that i havent had the cravings some days worse than others but i just find something else to keep my mind way from those nasty little pills! i do know that i just need to keep away from where there at, if i can do this i can handle the cravings. it just hard more days than less!mentally and physically it is still and always will be one day at at time, i pray to god please dont let me be weak and relapse! thats my biggest fear to relapse and have to go though it all over againlast time was just the hardest thing i ever had to do in my life! straight up true! and after all that id have to tell eveyone and myself what ive done! but no more talk of relaspsing!!!!! im 38 days cleanoohhh yea!!!!congrats on 6 months clean time you go guy!!!! is it ok to add you to my friends list? add me to yours if you like! great!that sam e is the bomb aint it? well chat at me again i hope take care friends always sincerly sherri
thank you...
encouraging, no. 'trouble is it seems to be true. quit drinking 21 years ago but opiates don't let go, do they?
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