Brayden

today was one of my better days. I didnt cry, so that means my heart is slowly mending. I still thought about him all day though. I know it wont go away but in time it will get easier. Slowly all of the signs that i just had a baby are going away, which has been so depressing since i didnt get to bring my son home from the hospital. There are so many things going through my mind. Im just thankful to have JJ because i dont think i could get through this without him. Hes having such a hard time too though, but we can lean on each other. God bless my sons, both of them, and i know they are both watching over me.