The baby is now a heavenly angel at 8 weeks 2 days

Today while we were on our way for our ultrasound, we lost our little one.  You would almost think it was planned.  Just before we got to the dr office I had a gush and we had to stop to buy a change of clothing, since I had on white and ruined that.  Then right after I checked in and went to the bathroom, I lost him>  The dr was able to check with u/s and see that everything was gone.  12 hours later I have no pain and just little bleeding.  Cramping mostly stopped a few hours after we lost him, now comes time to grieve and plan for next year.  I know Nathaniel will be waiting for me in heaven and watching out for his mommy and daddy in the mean time.