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Don't make me 9-20 (up) your trachea with my teeth.

Sep 19, 2009 - 0 comments
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I'm having a lot of issues.  Money, love, stress ... it goes on and on.  I don't know where to begin.  I am never on this website because I always talk to J.  I love her to death but I wish I had someone else to talk to.  I talk to her way too much - I am way too dependent on her and I feel like a bad friend, but I don't know what I'd do without her.  Ah, the power of the cell phone.  I am a pretty non-materialistic person but I don't know what I'd do without the phone.  There are so many times she's pulled me out of a funk that waiting for a letter via mail just wouldn't have arrived in time.

Nico is gone as of now.  What am I doing?  Cleaning and packing of course.  I am going to post stuff along King Street and then when I have time, I'm going to post elsewhere.  I don't think anyone is going to return her - she's too nice of a dog.  Who wouldn't want to keep her for free?  :(  I feel like a bad owner.  I turn around and she's gone.  I seriously think someone took her.  She's extremely friendly and everyone loves her.  Honestly, I think I know who took her but I'm not going to pursue it.  There was this man who was way too interested in her and when I was calling her name out, he peeled out of the parking lot when he saw me.  I don't know.  I'm not trying to point the finger, but I just don't know where she is.  She is chunky and can't go for more than five minutes.  She knows how to get to R and D's and after that, she just waits.  When she catches her breath after like, two hours, she walks back to my apartment and that's it - her five minutes is up, she waits.  But she's not waiting at either place.  I'm waiting.  R and D are waiting.  I don't know what to do.

A-hole is home.  Joyous.  She's always a good time.  Every time something bad happens, it just piles on - CW, yeast infection, flea bites (from Nico), back pain, insomnia, break outs because of CW, A-hole, Nico missing, stress of airlines, etc.  It goes on and on.

I just got my PC back, so hopefully everything will be running smoothly.  :/  Something else is going to go wrong.  I know it will.  This is realism.  Peace out.  I'm too depressed.

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