Update yesterday's journal in detail. Don't be a retard and forget. It's actually important for once.
SUNDAY: I woke up at 10. And I was like aww, need to be at work soon. I should get up. Well...if I needed to be up someone would wake me up, I can hear them downstairs. And back out I was. Woke up in a minute or two to hear my parents talk about someone driving into the fire station. And I thought TERRORIST?! But it wasn't, just an old man. Mayb we'll even get a new fire station now. But then it was 11:19 and I was like ...? Why am I not at work? I came downstairs and didn't mention anything. I was nervous I was in trouble. But no one said anything. I mentioned it in about three hours. Me and my mom watched The Curious Case of Benjamin Button. That's a very long movie. Good though. Steve came over. We played Pokemon Stadium on the N64. Once he left I ate two ice cream cones and a bag of burnt popcorn. I was quite hungry. I have a horrible headache. I've put it off so long that my neck is aching when I move my head as well. But I should try to get some sleep now. I'm finally going to take something for it.
Today's my first night without my Depakote in a very long time. We think that's probably the lead to the horrible headache. Also when I do finally kick the Ambien, I want to quit cold turkey. I'm going to. I have not been hoarding pills. Because these don't take two weeks to take effect. These are regulated pills and I need them. I can not afford to be hoarding them because then I WON'T HAVE ENOUGH. And that's a catostrophic time. I assure you. But obviously it'll be useless for me to ween off because 2 pills doesn't make me tired enough, and certainly not 1. So why bother? I'll just cold turkey they're ***** and tough it out. Replace them with about a million mg motrin and advil.