af rears her ugly face cd29

finally got af today after loads of cramping and no af. at least i can count to day 5 now to start the clomid.
dbf not really acting like he cares much about any of this fertility ****. said he would get the spermies tested but not taking any action. so hard for him ya know, having to XXXX in a cup when all i may have to do is take oral drugs, have ultrasounds, take shots, have surgery and generally ho myself out to the mercy of the doctors who will try to help me get preggers. i see the problem. UGH!
why is it so hard for men to grow up???
here's whats up. i am 40 years old and i dont have 5 to 10 years for you to decide you may be ready to have kids. grow up. you have no other excuse besides the fact that you are selfish and immature and feel you will not be able to "go on a cross country bikeride" if you have kids because it will tie you down. REALLY???? whatever.it would be me taking care of the baby anyway and i have absolutely no interest in a cross country bikeride and you are just talking out your XXX cause you will never do it either.
there i feel better now.
thanks