There are dogs trapped inside my body. And they are gnawing away at my muscles. It didn't take me long to reconsider gymnastics. I don't Alex to do it. Plain and simple. She doesn't even like it, and she's going to guilt me out of doing it. And I just hurt a ridiculous amount. I couldn't put pants on last night. Today I have trouble sitting and standing and everything and it hurts. Every muscle in my body feels inflamed. And I don't mind usually, I don't mind feeling well worked out. Just today it's horrible and I'm so out of shape. I'm sorry.
Ate bread in CA and chopped celery. Took quizzes in Spanish. Did something in Biology. Honestly I was so exhausted by that point. I slept through lunch. I didn't even have the energy to pull out a sandwich. We had idvisory and walked around for an hour before that. History we watched a movie, and I doodled. Then I went to YAP. It was fun. It always cheers me up. Almost every time. We shopped for party decorations. We bought candy. We did Jam sessions. But I miss everyone. Well Dakota left and Sasha and George is leaving and Shei is having a baby and those were my friends. Tom hasn't even been in weeks. And I miss them. I feel like the last one left. It's not like I don't know the newer kids or anything. I just really don't like change. They all know that. I had chicken for dinner. I smoked. Bad Kristina. I ate my sandwich, though, with the other hand. I was just so hungry.