still feeling tired

Haven't posted for long time but still drug free, I feel like my brain is working better. Memory is better and feeling smart. Not sure how else to explain it. But I have no patience with my mother, she's old and very forgetful and I just can't stand to be around her anymore. I think part of her problem is all the pain pills she's on. She doesn't stop and think before she speaks and most things she says are just stupid sounding. I feel guilty for not wanting to around my mother but I'm just miserable and irritated  when I'm around her. Not sure what to do about her she needs the pain pills but they are affecting her badly. Have been letting  hubby and sister deal with her as much as possible.

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