Excellent day turns cracked out

Today I woke up bright and early at 730 am and had a light breakfast and started some laundry so it'd be ready by the time the main came to make my bed, change my seets, etc. (The real reason for waking up so early, I've been sleeping a hell of a lot lately). I walked my two dogs with me and caught up with someone who I have a romantic interest from the previous city I lived in for almost two hours straight. After, I went inside, did some stuff on the computer, read the news, etc. and then 11:00am came along and it was health. Something happened where I passed out in my bed with my lap top in my lap and was frozen there against my will for about 6 hours. I kept hearing my phone go off, the tv. computer sounds, etc. but nothing would fully wake me up. I couldn't pull myself up to wake up. I LOST MY EYE SIGHT.. WTF DOES THAT MEAN? And it was the most drugged I have ever felt in my life and believe me I've put a sedative or two in me before as I'm sure we all have. Luckily when I was spending 10 minutes closing one eye, opening the other with hopes to see and handling my phone and it rang, it was my mother. I was able to barely speak to her.. it took like 5 minutes to tell her a basic sentence. And, then I started to arise out of my funk.. I have never done g or k, but i'm sure that's what a K hole is like. She motivated me enough to go walk my dogs quickly as they needed to pee, but then it was back to passing out.. I mean, I was waking up with chips in my mouth that I hadn't chewed because I unexpectedly passed out too soon.

So, the dilemma!! Is this my Suboxone I just started? Is it too strong? Am I adjusting, etc. OR, is there still opiates running through my system and this was all a result of the antagonist (naloxone or something like that) effect of Suboxone. Either way, I need to know.. that was ****** up, and I feel it's about to happen again any minute.

PLEASE PLEASE LET ME KNOW YOUR THOUGHTS.

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