im giving up

as most of yall have known i have been trying for a baby going  on 3 yrs. last year i finaly got preg only to end up loosing it. its been really hard and i just dont think i can bare trying anymore. its been really hard listining to everybody saying give it time, it will happen and the doc telling me the same. my periods since the m/c have been way out of wack and i never know when they will come, but i do have pain in my stomach all the time. i dont know if its from the result of the d&c. i guess i am lucky to have my 2 boys, but me and dh wanted one together as my kids are from my ex. i have a doc app monday and i think im gonna just ask for the inplant where i just wont be stressing from it anymore and maybe they can find out whats causing my pain and i can just go on with my life.  yes i might still be young but my dh is 10yrs older than me.
i just wanted to thank all the great people on here that have supported me and been there and i love all my friends i have made on med help. congrats to those that are getting there special gift and good luck to those that are ttc. ill try to check in sometimes but feel free to leave me a message on my myspace page
myspace.com/tearlostnomore82

                                                          lots of love  , cindy