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Started Prilosec last night

Oct 19, 2009 - 0 comments
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mango

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acid

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antacid

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prilosec

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Pain

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creme puff

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nausea

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lunch

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tomato sauce macaroni

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cheese

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spicy

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Cleaning

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clean room

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OCD black out

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mom

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anemic

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bruises

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blue streaks

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job

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grown up

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dye

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RAW: TRUE BLUE

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steve

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jon

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Grant Terino

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pissed me off

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zelda



Because I ate so much mango. And I did not have any pain! It was surreal, it was so awkward not to hurt from the tounge to the belly button. I'm lucky. Took another in the morning and almost had to eat a creme puff at school. Ate a bit of the creme. I don't even like creme puffs. And I felt very nauseas. But I had to push it at lunch, and eat tomato sauce on macaroni. I had so much cheese I almost enjoyed it, but it was spicy?! I forgot I didn't even like it. I couldn't finish it in time. Ah well.

Last night I don't really know...I saw one thing on the floor and I don't even know how long I was awake after that just cleaning everything. I must have spent more than a half hour just organizing the plastic bags. Rolling boxers. Putting everything where it went. The floor is a mess, but the stuff is pretty much cleaned up. I even put the boxes in patterns. I don't know why. I have no clue. Oh well.

I'm so tired, I think my mom's right and I'm anemic again. I have bruises I don't know where I got, black bruises, on my legs. Then again, there are a lot of things I don't really remember.

Oh yeah, so we bleached streaks in my hair and now the streaks are blue. I'm never gonna get a job. I don't know why I felt so possessed to do it. I had to. Everyone seems to be dying there hair and I felt like why do I HAVE to be grown up? When no one else seems to have to? Hmm? And now look. I'm just nervous it won't turn like it's supposed to because we didn't have A TON of dye, and they're streaks, so it's easier to miss pieces than my whole head. I almost did purple because I feel like EVERYONE'S got blue now. But I have a lot of blue clothes, sooo. I match.

Steve got mad and almost left because Jon kept trying to coach me through my game, that he didn't know how to do, and I got mad and kept telling him to shut up. Steve kept making jokes to Jon behind my back, which makes Jon think he's really cool and try harder to **** me off. And it works. And Steve got mad when I told them both to shut the hell up and I had to convince him to come back and then he wouldn't let me play anymore. We watched Gran Terino.  The thing was, I got passed the thing I had trouble with like butter, when I didn't have the two of them laughing over my shoulders. It stressed me out so badly. He ALWAYS takes Jon's side in EVERYTHING.

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