Muscle Atrophy - the original shrinking violet!

Great.  Now the muscles are beginning to shrink away, leaving me weaker than before.  I can't get a #@!! doctor to take me seriously (how many do I need to see?) they won't do exploratory unless they've got a good reason - well, gee guys see above.

Now I'm worried it's just too damn late, I'm way far gone to bounce back - when I DO get a diagnosis - I'll probably hear 'Well, if we caught it in the early stages" or "You should have a biopsy" and "inoperable - two months best'.

ARGGGGGGHHHHH.

I have another CT scan appt coming up (because I'm being such a pest) and see if THAT shows up anything,  I think I'm screwed either way.  I just want to smash something.