Please tell me im not the only one?

I am so fatigue and only 40... Yes, I had brain surgery in 07 and suffer from seizures and I was also just diagnosed with Kidney and Liver disease... Why??? The doctors have no idea why my Kidney and Liver are having so many problems and yes I have been tested for Hepatitis. The fatigue is so bad I cant even take a shower for 2-3 days, I go sometimes 4 days without eating becuase im to weak to fix anything for my self.... I do suffer from Chronic Pain and have Chairi Malformation, Tethered Cord Syndrom, and Spinal Stenosis.... My back hurts like hell and I get terribel pressure in my head... My doctor has suggusted a shunt in my neck to release the pressure and to see a Genetic Counsolor at OHSU since I'm 10 minutes away from Portlant Oregon.

We have put in the request to OHSU 2 months ago... Have yet to hear from them... With the Chronic Pain and Fatigue and Depression I honestly ask myself everyday why am I here???? This is not normal... This is not healthy... This is not right... Oh and last month I was just released out of the hospital for a blood clot in my lungs so now im on a blood thinner along with a pain patch and hydrocodone for breakthrough pain that really on a scale from 1-10 helps me out at a 5!!!

Why am I so depressed and just want to throw in the towel?? Please any advise will help!!!

Thanks,
Jami