Our first Baby!

I have to say that I am very excited about having a baby, but at the same time I am also scared. Scared that I want be a good mom and worried that I want be able to provide all the things that I would like too.It is hard because my husband and I already struggle from day to day and now we are going to have another mouth to feed with less income because I want be working anymore. I try to think that everything happens for a reason and try to think like so many people are telling me that I just need to put it in gods hands. But it is still hard. We were not trying to have a baby so it was much of a surprise to us. I could have picked better times but I would not take it back for nothing in the world. I know once my baby boy gets here that most of the things that I am worried about aren't really going to seem that important anymore..