I CAN'T have CFS. I just can't ...

Today was a very shocking day. Today I was told that I have the illness CFS.

For years I've waited for a diagnoses. I've wanted to recieve a diagnoses so I can get a medication and move on with my life and live like a normal teenager. Then suddenly today, out of the blue, my parents come into my room and say, "We, and your doctor, believe you have CFS." and I thought, really? Just like that? You can just walk in here and tell me that after years of waiting you've discovered I have an INCURABLE disease?

I locked myself in my room and cried. I wept for the loss of hope I had been surviving on. I wept for my love of acting which will go away now that I must save any energy I have. I wept for ... life.

Right now, all I need are comforting words, advice, words of wisdom, and fellow suffers that can help me cope with what has/is to come. Thanks and god bless to all.