291 days...

Looking at the number of days i've been off opiates really cheers me up right now.  I'm on a new low these days and feel like I need to come back to this site and get focused again.  I need get back into the world and get working again but mostly I need to quit smoking pot.  I'd say quit pot and alcohol but I'm not ready to quit the alcohol yet so today it is pot.  I smoked this morning but that is it for me.  Until at least I get a job.  I will make this change for myself and my future cause smoking pot definitely makes me a little slower....  I'm back at that point, the same low I was when I was using heavily.  Coming to realize that just quitting alone isn't enough.  I have to really work to make big changes in my life...  

Days without vicodin