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My day so far Nov. 6th

Nov 06, 2009 05:18PM - 0 comments

    Woke up in pain then it subsided a bit when I got to work. Got to work early finally. Worked 6 hours and they forgot about my break even though I kept asking about it. My acid reflux kept making me nauceous and on top of that I worked in grill on meat a straight 5 hours and started sweating which I rarely do unless I'm overworking myself at the gym lol. My three year old comes home at 5:30. Thank you honey for getting him for me. Can't wait to go to sleep, all this pain in making me exhasted. I hate walking around limping. I do that alot these days. And to think my doctor said they could do nothing and I could only take pain medicine to eas the pain for the rest of my life. Which by the way isn't very helpful when I'm up moving around 8 hours a day. Oh and I've had 30 UTI's in the last five years. And 5 stones in the last 3 months. I got to thinking how will I know when I have a UTI if the urinary tract pain feels about the same??? I could care less about the stones they are little. But my side is what hurts the worst when I move around at work or anywhere else too much. I was almost in tears today.
    Going on 8 months of side pain and still pushing it aside as best I can. My left side is slowly hurting more and more too. Depression and moodswings have started. I'm grouchy when I'm in pain and snap when I don't mean too. I'm thinking about getting back on depression meds. And my doctor didn't exactly tell me why I'm in pain or what's causing it. My guess is the calcium buildup or the fact that my kidneys are deformed idk...they havent even looked to see exactly how much calcium buildup I have in there. Should I request it be looked at?

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