BrookieGirl day one

Okay so today is  my first day using this website.
ill tell you a little bit about me, My name is Madison Garcia i rather be called Madison Brooke Or just Madison.
I am 15 years old and i have had diabetes since i was nine. I have very pore eating habits and am starting to gain weight i use to weigh no more over 100 LBS now i am 114 LBS and i am sure i am gaining more! It is hard on me because i like to eat carbs i am a carbohydrate lover. i want to know if there are any safe diet pills that are ok to take if you have diabetes and if they actually work. I also want to know is there any way to get rid of scar tissue below my navel? i have done my injections there since i was nine and it is so bad people call me pregnant it got so bad i now do home hospital where my teacher comes to my house i went to my cousins baby shower and my cousin just kept telling me i am pregnant i tried telling her i am diabetic and do my shots there but she just said what she wanted to say. I just got on the pump two days ago and i LOVE it very much NO more shots besides one every 3 days but i am ok with that! i also like how it tells you what your blood is and all you have to do it type in your carb amount and it calculates your blood and carbs and gives you the insulyn its amazing.
I hate that i was crying to day and my boyfriend got mad because i was crying because the pump reminded me that life is easier with it now but i will never be able to be off insulyn i will live with it my whole life.
i really need some one to talk to about things not just diabetes but everything and i will love to hear about you and talk back!! i am almost HI every day if i am not i am lucky please talk to me thank you so much.

Sincerly
                               Madison Brooke