A week late again

I love this site, and can't wait to check everythign everyday, but it's so hard to find time. lolol The kids had fun halloween nite we had desided last minutes to go out. The city was saying if you had a cold, stay home and don't pass out candy. The kids and i went over what we would touch and not, thsi H1 N1 is scary, I feel like my heart goign to burst, from worry. I haven't been out with the kids since Kaleb was 1 1/2.

He was all excited and since Cory did not inform us until the nite befor that he was going out of town. He was the one that first said, maybe we shouldn't take them out. Not letting on all week he was leaving that day. which I think was the reason for telling us not to go out was because I usually can't walk and him being away would mean the kids can't go out. which wouldn't bother him at all.

For someone that was going to travel with out His H1 N1 shot , that the Dr told him he needed, being at risk. He was going to leave with out the shot. I had to tell him if you go away with out that shot then don't come home. The Dr has told you you need it and it's time you think of others in this home, besides yourself. Friday he come homewith the shot. i even asked to see the paper, because theres just to many times he hasn't done what he says he has.

The kids and I went anyways, last minute got costumes on and headed out we only did 1 1/2 hours, and one side of the road. Yes my hip was so bad we had to go home, but it was worth it. Seeing the kids faces and hearing there laughts. after that we were so cold we drove to Tim Hortons for coffee.

had Dr's all week one was physicist for me with the accidents. It was only an hour, but so emotional that i think I only didn't cry 10 minutes of that hour. When we get on the topic of my husband I don't knwo how much to say. When in the end the accidents is what made him change.

Kaleb also had Dr's thrusday at the sleep clinic. They are going to send him over nite again to study his nite. i thought it was so neet they knew when he dreamt, when his breathing changed. So on. He had stopped breathing 18 times. They think one of three things. Nite mares, a light case of sleep apnea, or a seror that only happens when you fall asleep.
I tried to get kaleb to tell the Dr how he prayers to the angels for good dreams and if he doesn't have a good dream  he asked the angels why they didn't give him good dreams. I didn't teach him about the angels. But when he was 4 he started it, and that is how I got into learning about angels. Kaleb says he see's them and since he was very little we always heard himtalking to someone and looked like he was lookingat someone. he sleeps with his eyes open sicne he was born. Sometimes it looks so freaky, he watches you. When the nite are bad, he sleeps with me. 7 years old and peopel don't under stand why we let him. But to me it doesn't matter. as long as I can help him sleep better.

Anyways anotehr nitte , we are on cancelation list. Dr kirk has that she thinks she can help us. The last thing she said to Kaleb is what is it you want most that doesn't cost money. Told him to think about it. Kaleb told me I can't tell her about the angels, but I am hoping that he will.

did my frist scrap booking christams cards, was fun. They take long time. makes me so sore, i cna't move after words, but it's not like I have much more to do. Today with the kids we are going to make some... and cookies...