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No matter how much I eat

Nov 07, 2009 - 0 comments
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energy

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fatigue

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Headache

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runny nose

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chills

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deafness

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sick

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Flu

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steve

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hunger

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carbs for warmth

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hibernating

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odd dreams

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scared

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Rob Dyrdek

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longerberger

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skateboards

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pink pjs

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caves

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french toast

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cinnamon suger

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senior center

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Mall

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exchanges and purchases

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blink 182

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the killers

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hemming

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Hot Topic

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Fever

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Fish

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cheese cake

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sleepy



I gain no energy. I've just been so tired all day, and I was so cold last night. My head aches, and I'm deaf in my right ear, my nose is running, and my throat hurts. I am officially sick. Steve is too. My brother, and Steve's mom. I feel great though, otherwise. Except I'm so hungry and I feel like I need to eat a lot of carbs to stay warm but it's not helping. I feel chilled- I know no other way to describe it. But I'm sweating. I can't win, haha.

And so yeah, I got up late. I had a ****** up dream that I was locked in a cave with a blue toilet and I couldn't come out because the monsters from this haunted house were out there. And these kids kept making fun of me and there was one little side story where I was in the world's best skatepark and only there was no park? I was playing with a lacrosse ball and it bounced into the woods and I was walking over to it and then suddenly it got dark and I freaked out and RAN home. Oh, actually that part was yesterday and when I woke up I found I was watching Rob Dyrdek and he was narrating my dream. And the rest of it was me in a new house where I kept drinking cups of water out of longerberger mugs and then I really wanted some macaroni and wanted my mom to make it and everytime I tried to go up and find her I would realize I was actually in Steve's house. And in the background the whole time I kept hearing "Los Angeles, home of the world's biggest skateboard..." over and over. Not sure why, but it was a scary dream. I didn't know what to do with myself. Oh and Steve had pink pj pants that he could change by putting his arms in the air and yelling TADA! and he was back in jeans. It was so wierd.

And then I took hours to make myself french toast and have a tantrum becuase the stove got too hot and we ran out of cinnamon suger. Finally got myself all dressed (sortof). Drove to senior center. Did not hit anybody/thing. I won't lie, I was nervous. That's the only place I've ever crashed before. Went to mall. They were out of the XS (small, and medium) of the sweatpants I wanted to exchange. Guess we'll be hemming them afterall. I picked out two shirts (Blink 182 and The Killers). I couldn't leave the store without them. Plus we need to used all our 15% coupons for Hot Topic before they run out in Jan. Also, we got Repo! but I can't watch it till Christmas. I got some nice eyeliner, too. Purple. I hope it looks pretty.

Went to Steve's house. Did nothing productive, we're both tired and he has a fever. Ate fish and cheese cake and everything else I could get my hands on. I'm insatiable. I don't like it. I am a burden. I'm home and so tired. So, so tired. I think I could sleep for weeks. I've been up twelve hours now but it feels like fifty. Ah well. I'ma call it a night.

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