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Monthly weigh in
Nov 11, 2009 02:42AM
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Had a weak weak night last night after leaving Shirleys house and went home and binged on:
1 cup of butterscotch angel delight
1 big bowl chicken pea & cheese risotto
2 cereal bars
half box matchmakers
Thats alot but actually reads less than it felt last night. Last night I would have probably reeled off another 5 items that my mind put in place as having consumed as it so lovingly does.
So weigh in today, my scales show 96lb but she works in Kg so I'm never exactly sure of the difference. Ergh her face does annoy me a bit though. Always get ridiculously nervous before this, even though it's nothing major. I know I have put weight on since my last weigh in and she will say I'm doing well, which is good. What she doesn't know is that I've been right up to 7st 5lbs and plummeted again, and that at the moment it feels a bit like in a horror movie where the beasts shadow is standing right behind someone and is breathing down their neck, right before they rip their insides out. Paralysed.
1 cup of butterscotch angel delight
1 big bowl chicken pea & cheese risotto
2 cereal bars
half box matchmakers
Thats alot but actually reads less than it felt last night. Last night I would have probably reeled off another 5 items that my mind put in place as having consumed as it so lovingly does.
So weigh in today, my scales show 96lb but she works in Kg so I'm never exactly sure of the difference. Ergh her face does annoy me a bit though. Always get ridiculously nervous before this, even though it's nothing major. I know I have put weight on since my last weigh in and she will say I'm doing well, which is good. What she doesn't know is that I've been right up to 7st 5lbs and plummeted again, and that at the moment it feels a bit like in a horror movie where the beasts shadow is standing right behind someone and is breathing down their neck, right before they rip their insides out. Paralysed.
