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Opening the Door

Dec 16, 2009 - 5 comments
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In my mind are Doors
These Doors hold Secrets
These Secrets will never get out
These secrets rot the walls

O these Doors in my mind
Holding all the things I choose not to share
Holding all the good and bad things
O These Doors in my mind

In my mind are Doors
These Doors hold Mirrors
These Mirrors do not reflect me
These Mirrors show another Me

O these Doors in my mind
Holding all the things I choose not to share
Holding all the good and bad things
O These Doors in my mind

In my mind are Doors
in these doors are other me
the other Me's wear Mask's
O what horrible things they are
Some smiling while others crying

O these Doors in my mind are all lock
for my and your protection.
O a Door is cracks and brakes
a man is siting in it

O the man in my head does not like you or him
O this man wishes for you to go away
but in his lonely world he wishes
He wishes you would hold him

O the Man in my head he wishes
O how he wishes his hate would go away
O he wishes you would just go away


O these Doors in my mind
Holding all the things I choose not to share
Holding all the good and bad things
O These Doors in my mind

O please open  the door and love ME
I've been waiting for you.

Who am i today
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by Shanna707, Dec 17, 2009
Maybe you need to open the door and realize how loved you truly are. You've locked yourself behind all these walls that it is difficult to get to you. You put the doors there and the locks too. You can't just wait for someone to unlock the doors that only you have the keys to.  Be courageous and unlock and even open the doors so that you may see all those who are waiting to show your love!!

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by narla, Jan 16, 2010
I can so relate to these doors and mirrors in your mind.It's what I've felt for years but could not put into words,As I read it felt like you were talking about me,It gives me understanding of what I feel (or don't feel) .I loved it.  Denise

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by peggy64, Jan 16, 2010
Shanna, that is such an excellant point. But when one has been hurt so bad, one locks the doors trying to block out the hurt. It is hard to see love when there has been so much hurt, heartache, and abandonment, when those that are supposed to protect one, keeps a blind eye.

One must feel safe to unlock the door.    

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by narla, Jan 16, 2010
It's good to hear from someone else that understands the doors and mirrors. Denise

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by fuzzypeach27, Jan 16, 2010
I relate too..............

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