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Dec 29, 2009 - 0 comments
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blood work

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passing out

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pathetic veins

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needle wiggling

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mom

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puking

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stomach convulsions

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toe curling

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tightened muscles

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mini wheats and cookies

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Doctors

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dizzy

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IV

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bag o nutrients

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Blood Pressure

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low blood pressure

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Denny's

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errands

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head phones

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Skullcandy

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deafness

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Boston

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YAP

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cold weather

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sleep



We have all day. Ten minutes we'll get my blood work done. Well no. I'm all ready to go, and this is no one's fault but my own. My veins are pathetic. They jab me some and poke and prod and I'm just not there. My veins I mean. Not there. She's wiggling the needle around and I can feel it. That's the one thing that gets me down. I'm feeling a little farther away and a little farther away. Finally I just say 'I'm going to pass out." And then I did. Thought I was sleeping and couldn't for the life of me figure out why everyone was shouting. I was only half awake and I could feel my cheeks blowing up everytime my stomach convulsed. I mean the way I knew I passed out was because I woke up with my toes curled too far back. Wierd curled back. All my muscles tighten. Not wierd. But anyways, I do a few Oh dead god I'm gonna hurl faces and a lady finally yells "She's going to throw up". I saw a bucket, and I puked up my mini wheats and the cookie I thought it was a good idea to eat. You know, blood sugar? Then I passed out again. Then I just lolled. Too weak to hold my jaw closed. Keep my head up. Too weak to spit my pukey drool into a bucket. There were so many doctors and then I was thanking everyone as they rolled me upstairs. At this point I was just super dizzy. I could have gone home I think. But I got an IV and they finally got their blood out of me and I got a bag of nutrients. I took a nap, and I waited a long time for them to say I was fine to go. Blood pressure upon fainting- 113/69. Blood pressure hours later- 100/53. I don't even know what that means, but I felt like it was important enough to remember.

My mother took me out to Denny's, itwas nummy. And we ran some errands, and I finally got new headphones! I won't go prematurely deaf! Mine were so staticky I honestly think it's damaging the hearing in my right ear. I can't wait to try my new Skullcandy out.

I'm going to Boston tomarrow with YAP! It's going to be so damn cold outside. I am not ready for this. Not today. Just a bit stressed. I'm going to bed very early. Well not early. But early for a night that isn't a school night.

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