Jan 05, 2010
Ok so when hubby was gone on weekends, I hated it because It was like a teaser. He was home for 2 days, then gone and I had to get used to him gone all over again. Well him NOT coming back is much worse. There is no weekend relief, Hes just gone, No talking to him, barely any time to talk on the computer.... It bites. Im sitting here watching TV and theres an ad for a movie... I only watch movies with hubby, not alone.... I wouldnt enjoy it if I wasnt watching it with him.
All the little things... Going to bed together, making breakfast or dinner together or for him, watching TV, cuddling, getting groceries together, coming home from work to him. I took them all for granted and it will be 2 months before I can have that back. Usually when Im this upset, I curl up on his lap and hug him really tight..... I cant.
For those of you who have your husbands at home with you tonight... Give them a huge hug just because you can, and I wish I could do that with mine.