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fear of dieing

Jan 06, 2010 - 3 comments
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Anxiety

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Pain

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Fear

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dieing

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Life

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Heart Disease



not everything is perfect with my life because i dont feel like a normal human being i feel like a keep secrets because i have fear of dieing i never told a soul to anyone this started sometime in 2003 after i gave birth to my daughter i have anxiety i get bad chest pain that comes out of no were i could be sleeping at night it wakes me up i cant breath in cause it doesnt allowe me too i think omg this is it.im a hypocondriac i think i have a disease just cause some one else has it.i get shortness of breath but it's not to bad i get flutterness in my chest so there for i think i have heart disease even though i had ekg done in 2005 came back normal i been called crazy by a doctor and said i need tharapy i was shocked she said that when i have a symptom i go straight to the enternet to look it up but with that u get all kinds of other problems and that scares me even more cause now i think i have blood clots or cancer i really wish i could stop thinking the way i do and haveing all this fear i literally get annoyed with myself so that is what brings me to this website i hope im not alone!!

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by jgreene88, Jan 06, 2010
trust me sweetie everything is gonna b fine with you. i go through the same thing and its getting better now but it got to the point that i was scared to even leave the house because i thought that this would be the day that i die. i even would b afraid for my fiance' to go out because i feared that something was going to happen to him and now everytime i get a headache or chest pain or even a cough i feel that im gonna die because of some issue thats causing the symptoms. i even saw a program on tv about ovarian cancer and feared i might have it also. trust me when i tell you its just anxiety! try to pick someone that you trust very much and talk to them about how you feel. trust me when i tell you that u will feel better after this, they will be your panic person. also try to tell your self its just the anxiety and that you have to live for your daughter. if you are religious try to talk to someone in your church or masjid(mosque) etc. trust me it gets better and you dont need meds also go google lucinda bassett shes great...

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by uncleoliver, Jan 06, 2010
YOU ARE NOT ALONE!!  I'm  a 38 year old  single woman and I drive to my mom's in the middle of the night due to panic and fear of not waking up. I live alone, and have some health issues but I also have realized that I have panic/anxiety disorder. I just sat for 3 days waiting for an MRI on my brain to come back worrying about strokes or brain tumors causing my headaches. I AM a hypochondriac, but...it also makes me proactive about my health. I have been to URGENT care or the ER probably twice a year for the past five years for panic. And every time they hook me up to an EKG and see it's okay...and that holds me over for a while.  

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by annajade, Jan 08, 2010
thanks so much for the post's im trying my best everyday to not think of my fears and being on meds is not a option for me cause i fear that too! im going to try to talk to my doctor and get some advice or maybe some help..

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