And washed my hair and my skin is so dry it's getting silly. Doesn't seem to matter what I do. But anyways. We went to the mall. Got my birthday present! I'm so excited. We went back to his house and watched Nitro Circus. I like Nitro Circus, sometimes it gets a bit too actiony for me (yawn) though. I like Jackass better. It's funny. I'ma go to bed soon. It wasn't a very eventful day, really. But I had a lot of fun. I need some simple days. Less overwhelming days. I'll settle for happy days, really. I have decided I'm too much of a little spoon licker to cut my ambien on my own. Funny part is that tonight we only have 2 pills. I thought about only taking 2, but I can't deal. I'm scared now. Am I going to have to fake withdrawal tomarrow so when I actually am going through it the symptoms will match up? I hope not. I was very tired today, I can't not sleep tonight. I can't get another headache tomarrow. I can't. I don't have time.
I'm also scared if I start another sleeping med it won't have the same "oomph."