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Jan 11, 2010 - 7 comments
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I am trying so hard not to think about TTC. just do it and see what happens. This is our 6 month of trying. I really hopen she stays away but i dont know when to expect her. I am very regular and should have had AF on the 13th of last month but she didnt come to the 18th. now i dont know when to expect her. I am hoping i dont see her at all. but I am kind if crampy right now, not as bad as right before AF - it feels alittle different, i guess we will see what happens. trying not to get my hopes up, but it would be sweet to havw concieved this month. My birthday is the 14th of September and DH and i were married on the 12th of September and DH's birthday is September 28th, and we did concieve in Jaunary the internet (who knows how accurate but...) say's it would be due the 28th of September (DH's Birthday!!!) what a wonderful birthday present that would be........ Just keeping on praying.

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by Princessa745, Jan 11, 2010
Cheer up hun!! I know, i had a couple of cycles that AF played with my head and I was like 6 days late then the following month she was my norm 29-30 day cycles. So go by when you got your last AF and count your normal cycle days and go by that in order to test and see. Stay hopeful. Lots of hugs and baby dust.

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by morbaby, Jan 11, 2010
Everyone feels like crying even screaming sometimes.Its frustrating.Just know we are struggling along with you

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by SUNSHINEMADDOX, Jan 11, 2010
prayer changes everything....pray and believe...God hears u!

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by Jenny101407, Jan 11, 2010
Yes we are all feeling your emotions right now. I am going through a similar situation but I've been trying for a year and a half so just imagine. Just continue to try and have faith it will happen. I know this is going to sound crazy but if you don't think about it so much and keep your mind occupied the less you think about it the less stress your body is and the more chance to consieve. I think the body knows when it's under stress and will prevent anything from happing that you want. So with that said Good luck and SSBD to you and I hope you get your BFP soon!

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by lookup, Jan 11, 2010
I know how you feel I was in your shoes I tried for about 11 months so almost a year I think I wanted so bad and tried so hard to get pregnant that it was not happening but once I kinda gave up a little and backed off then that's when I finally got pregnant and stress can get in the way some times ,  I will sure pray for you I send tones of baby dust to you

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by JayLynn6, Jan 12, 2010
I know how frustrated you are. My husband and I have been trying for about 5 months now and still no luck. I have a little girl and it seems like I got pregnant with her real fast, but that was 6 years ago. My daughters stepmom just told me she was pregnant and it about killed me, but like everyone says...keep your head up! Have lots of sex and have fun with it! OH! I thought it was really cool that your birthday is Sept 14th because mine is the 13th! Just thought that was neat. Good luck with the baby makin'...it will happen for you:)

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by AnnieBrooke, Jan 12, 2010
You never know, a baby doesn't always come on its due date.  :)

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