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sing me to sleep
Jul 02, 2008 05:23AM
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"sing me to sleep, sing me to sleep, and then leave me alone. don't try to wake me in the morning, cause I will be gone" I want to leave home. I want to live my own way and live as free and peaceful as any girl would. I want to go, leave all the mad memories and stories this house contains. I'm lonely and forgotten by most, and the few that do remember me use me. I'm starting all over again in September, I have no idea what it will do for me.
"I don't care"
its been eight months since the cold. Id say a good year since the anger. If I were a colour I would pick purple. Because she is the red that wanted white, but she got blue instead.
Am I supposed to get what I want, or am I just here to sustain others for a short time until they throw me away.
I know what my readers want to know, and the awnser is YES. he's tried to **** everything that moves for the past eight months.....no make that 10 I just counted. He obviously has a new ****** other wise he would have made a decent effort. he's been a complete wanker. flirting with other boys when the reason he left me was because he thought of other men, and he knows it hurts, but hell still do it sat right next to me. He was quite happy to shove his hands down those trousers but not mine.
My mum and DAD know nothing. I don't want them to know anything. They won't understand.
I just want to strangle everything and scream. I don't care about my health, people who think being ill, or having disabilities, makes life harder, there ******* ignorant. there lives are easy compared to the hard-working people were all told were supposed to be. Praise is never given to the ones who deserve it. and I don't want the people who do to do. If my work is so good I want it recognised by the ignorant!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! they can't control the stupid and they wont accept it.
Why don't I just give my brother my entire room, then he cant ******* STEAL ANYTHING BECAUSE ITS ALL HIS ANYWAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ALL I want is what most girls want......but I'm not most girls, and they know that.
"I don't care"
its been eight months since the cold. Id say a good year since the anger. If I were a colour I would pick purple. Because she is the red that wanted white, but she got blue instead.
Am I supposed to get what I want, or am I just here to sustain others for a short time until they throw me away.
I know what my readers want to know, and the awnser is YES. he's tried to **** everything that moves for the past eight months.....no make that 10 I just counted. He obviously has a new ****** other wise he would have made a decent effort. he's been a complete wanker. flirting with other boys when the reason he left me was because he thought of other men, and he knows it hurts, but hell still do it sat right next to me. He was quite happy to shove his hands down those trousers but not mine.
My mum and DAD know nothing. I don't want them to know anything. They won't understand.
I just want to strangle everything and scream. I don't care about my health, people who think being ill, or having disabilities, makes life harder, there ******* ignorant. there lives are easy compared to the hard-working people were all told were supposed to be. Praise is never given to the ones who deserve it. and I don't want the people who do to do. If my work is so good I want it recognised by the ignorant!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! they can't control the stupid and they wont accept it.
Why don't I just give my brother my entire room, then he cant ******* STEAL ANYTHING BECAUSE ITS ALL HIS ANYWAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ALL I want is what most girls want......but I'm not most girls, and they know that.