What's wrong with me?

All I have been doing is thinking about getting pregnant. I can't work because I just think about when I should be trying. I was pregnant twice this year and I really hope I can be pregnant by the end of this month. I don't care about morning sickness or gaining weight all I care about is feeling another life grow inside of me. I love my husband so much and want nothing more than to have a child with him. Some times I feel selfish for my prior decision and I begin to hate myself. I pray every night that I will have a happy and healthy pregnancy. I hope this works for us.