Jul 02, 2008 04:36PM
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Wed. 4:30pm
I am still feeling mentally constipated. still no sleep. still up to 30 on the armour, ingesting after meals at different times.
I did not take the seroquel last night. I just HATE to take meds, but I am HATING this exhaustion as well. I read that there are lots of lawsuits against this product for causing HBP. So, I guess I have to figure which I HATE the least.
I have started to feel an "internal quiver" no visible trembling. I am thinking this might be from the prozac. That is why I hate to add meds at all different times. You can't figure which symptom is from which disease or which med.
I do feel depressed, as this just continues and continues. I am trying to fight that off though, but when you are put on the fence, and life continues going, you can't really participate, it is difficult to maintain a positive flow of thoughts.
I will have to keep repeating "trust in the Lord with all thine heart, lean not on thine on understanding. In ALL thy ways acknowledge Him and He shall direct your paths"
I am trying to be patient, as it hinders healing to get upset and stressed.
I was able to help with some laundry today. Not much more than that though, I was just wore out, mentally and physically.
Graham has been really good to help keep things going and Mike does not fuss about things, so in that respect I am blessed. Griffin has been very sweet asking how I am feeling and trying to hug me.
Well, I think I am going to go outside for some barnyard therapy.
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