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I think maybe I'm just rotten

Jan 28, 2010 - 0 comments
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school

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skate videos

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Ambien

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grilled cheese + tomatoe soup

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dad

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Las Vegas

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memere

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empty house



It's actually medhelp that's being slow.  

My day? I got called out on being one of those people who stands in the coner with my hands in my pockets, and then I made strawberry sauce. I don't know why I'm the only one with a million stupid questions. I feel silly. There you go, there's your reason. I sizziled the hairs off myarm! By a huge flame  on the stove. Haha.

I got home and steve was supposed to be working. It snowed, and I didn't go snowboarding. I'm a little upset, but idk. The snow I don't like when I'm at school. I ended up running to the mall with my mom. I looked at some prom dressed and whoahhhhh, scary prices. She fixed my brothers watch, and we dyed my hair! It's a very dark brown, almost black. IT seems funny on me now because it hasn't been the right brown for so long and it's had some awkward things going on.I like it though. My skin looks lighter and a bit neater- I really love this coler. I hope no one thinks it looks bad, but how could they? Thsi is the color I was born with.

So I went to steve's and we talked and wathched tv. I enjoyed it, it's nice to just talk. I'm a little pained from yesterday. I think I got stabbed. lol. But yes, we watched skate videos and I was very anxious.

I'm think about going to a modeling thing with my firiend. Sometimes she annoys me, but you know? She'll do things with me that other friends wouldn't. I'd be on my own, but she's willing to do most anything.,  So maybe I'll go and see how badly I fail. If I can find info on it.  Ugh.

I went through classes, and I was a tad bit zombie. I won't lie, I woke up with a migraine and lights were everywhere for a few minutes and moved with my eyes. I couldn't see a damn thing. It freaked me out. I looked exhasusted and I'm so physically tired. But at this point, I'm trying to let go of my Ambien. Everyone's so eager to get it from me. I mean take it from me.  As in not let me take it. So I'm trying to leave it in the dust, but I'm not allowed.

I made grilled cheese and tomatoe soup! Yummay!  I didn't finish it though =[ I'm quite full.  And tired. Very tired.  Going to sleep. Have so much homework. Is stupid.  

My parents are going to Las Vegas. My memere will be here. Ok. I will miss them.  I already miss them. The house is empty, of course, without my parents.

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