F&#@ this sh#$!!!!!

Damn I'm sorry for you.  I don't even know what to say to try and make you feel better about everything.  If I could give you a hug I would and even that doesn't seem like it would be enough ya know?  I'm sorry for everything you're going through if you need to talk or go off on somebody you can hit me up.  

I'm not religious so I am not going to pray but my thoughts will be with you for sure.

hang tough

justin

my mom was diagnosed two months ago with cancer, so i feel ya pain on this one. she is the only one in my family that has loved me and not judged me. God can test us in some pretty crappy ways, but please stay strong. spend ya days with her,even if its on the phone. you may be suprised how quickly ya'll get back to where u were. i sooo wish we could hit the redo button, id be pushin it witcha. but we cant, all we can do is deal with the bad days, hopefully witout triggering and turnin to drugs to escape. ne way, keep ya chin up, i pray it gets betta for ya, holla if ya need to talk, scream , or cuss at someone....

Oh sweetie,I'm so sorry.I lost my mother from cancer 15 years ago and I can relate to your pain and fair.You make the time she does have left quality time.You make sure that you catch each other up on whats been going on in your lives.I had a falling out with my daughter once and she took off and she didn't speak to me for a year,but that whole time she was gone I still loved her and worried about her just like I always have,shes my child,nothing waivers a mothers love for her child,you know that you're a mom.My daughter and I didn't have to make up we just had to catch up.Honey you are not just left with a drug free life you are blessed with one and you were blessed with a strong wonderful mother in your life and trust me it shows.You've given yourself and your mother something to be so proud of and knowing that you are clean and that you were strong enough to get clean is going to give your mother so much comfort and peace of mind.We all want a redo honey,we just don't get one,our journey in life has made us who we are today,even if for right now we don't understand why.You are a strong woman my friend,and I know that there aren't any words to ease your suffering right now.Just know that I truly care about you and that I'm so proud of you.I can only imagine how proud your mom must be to have raised such a strong daughter.I will keep your family in my prayers.Much love to you my friend.......xoxoKim

I am so sorry to hear this..that is really sad..you know that no amount of drugs will change anything..the best thing you could give her is your sobriety..life isn't fair and there is no rhyme nor reason to why bad things happen..I know thats not much comfort right now..you are in my prayers..My best friend died of cancer when she was 26 and left a little girl of 3 yrs old here..the one thing she told me before she died was..."please don't go back to drugs"...

I am so sorry, but it does seem that life kicks us the hardest when we are down already.  It makes no sense, but it just seems that way.  When you don't need th estress, the stress just comes flooding in.  I wish I could make it go away for you, but all I can do is offer my support, my ear if you want to talk, my shoulder if you want to cry.  He11 we can cry together!