I'M ACCEPTING WHAT MIGHT BE COMING

After doing MUCH research of this MTHFR gene, I've come to FINALLY understand why I've been having m/c after m/c. I'm just thankful my new DR tested for it, or I would've never known. Apparently I have a mutation of the MTHFR gene that doesn't produce certain protein or enzymes to support a pregnancy, hence a miscarriage. I only started taking my special pills close to 6wks into my pregnancy, which is the reason my lil bean isn't growing at the right rate. It might have been too late, and my lil bean may not even be ok all together. I've completely accepted that I might lose this pregnancy, unless it's already been lost. I'm positive I can get prego again, and DH & I will COMPLETELY prepared for it. I could be totally wrong, and maybe my lil bean is just fine. I am thinking positive, but I am also ready for what could be on it's way.

I have a level 2 u/s next Wed with my high risk OB, I guess that will be the day that tells all.

Just going to keep praying.