Round 2  - The Beginning

So tomorrow I'll be having my second implant, and you know what...  I didn't think I would worry about this and just take it in my stride, but I'm actually quite nervous...  Not really sure why, I guess because it's the uncertainty of the future results.  After the first time and having a miscarriage, even as early as it was it feels very real.  Real...  It's REAL and there is a real possibility that I could get pregnant and the possibility that I may not get pregnant or that I may miscarry again.  I am thinking positive and take things as they come, but it's al still very scary and I am nervous.  Nervous, nervous, nervous...  This is really really hard, much harder than I thought it would be.