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SAVANHA'S THOUGHTS...

Jul 07, 2008 05:29PM - 10 comments

My first Journal entry...not sure if I'll do another. ;o)

I'm feeling a little surreal right now. I just received the results of by Beta after my 1st FET... and it was negative this time. I am sad, but do not intend to stay here long...it takes too much energy to do so and I refuse to allow it to over take me. I am a fighter and a complete optimist. ;o) So...I will be back at it as soon as I've given my body some rest from all these meds, etc. It will also give me time to reflect, exercise & get my body in better shape.  It is a challenge that I am looking forward to. The challenge part, is getting my body in better shape. ;o) I'm not kidding myself, now that is hard! ;o) I am going to start tomorrow...going to start out by walking 1 1/2 miles my 1st week & increase 1/2 mile each week until I can cover 4 miles comfortably. This should really keep me busy. ;o) I intend to be in better shape my next cycle attempt. So...look for me on the boards.


Cheers~
Savanha~~





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by shishka, Jul 07, 2008 05:59PM
Hello. I am very sorry about your results. Please keep your head up. You will get your BFP soon. You just have to be positive and never give up.

Ruhiya

by Helen72, Jul 07, 2008 06:03PM
You have an amazing spirit.  I am so glad you keep fighting and moving forward.

by Jackson_Angel, Jul 07, 2008 08:20PM
Never say never Lady ~ I did the same for 2 months and am hoping for better ~ if it works for me it can work for you ~ one word of caution ~ the lead I gave you takes a month+ to get in.....and you probably won't be given the mega meds to go on either ~ keep it positive ~ it WILL happen~!!~...:-}}}

by Savanha, Jul 07, 2008 09:40PM
Thank you ladies for your encouraging words. })i({

Cheers~
Savanha~~

by 40smama, Jul 07, 2008 09:49PM
Savanha  -

You're doing super!!  Your attitude and spirit are an inspiration to me.  I'm sorry about the negative beta - I know how hard that is & I wish I had lots of words of wisdom but it sounds like you're the one w/those words - you go, girl!  Take care of yourself - it sounds like you have great plans - & let's keep in touch w/each other - jennifer

by Juana824, Jul 08, 2008 10:07AM
Good luck to you Savanha! I will keep you in my prayers!

XO
Tijuana

by cannotwait312, Jul 09, 2008 03:46PM
Hi Savanha,
I feel your pain. I have been there with my first failed IVF.. I am taking my beta for my first FET tomorrow. I have strong feelings that its going to be a negative. I know I will eventually pick myself up and move on and try again... but it will be hard tomorrow.  I think I will need a rest after as well.. after a year of trying with meds - your body needs a rest.  
Please keep in touch and I will pray for your next try :)

Hugs
Dana

by FaithNHim, Jul 12, 2008 07:13AM
Savanha,
You are in my thoughts and prayers.


***HUGS***

Erakal

by Latrice414, Jul 31, 2008 01:15AM
Can you come get me and take me walking with you, i am so lazy and lack of motivation, i do just a little exercising, but i no i need to do more.  Cheering you on for a healthy next cycle, praying you get a BFP i will keep you in my prayers:)       (((((hugz)))))))

by Savanha, Jul 31, 2008 09:28PM
Hey Latrice...

Thanks so much gf. ;o) Now any other time...gurrrrrrrrl...I wouldn't even mind coming down to get ya, but clifford...my donkey, cause you know I'm not driving Breezy(my car), but clifford said it is too dang hot for him to travel that far, he "don't" care how much water I bring. (ha) If I didn't have a treadmill in the garage, believe me...somebody would have to set a fire under me. ;o) Here's to your BFP...much barrels of babydust to ya chicky. ;o)



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