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Lying gp and Evil neuro

Jul 08, 2008 02:30PM - 5 comments
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I am feeling unwell today and I wonder if it is MS?  I know deep down that it is but how long do I have to go on listening to doctors that either don't care or don't have a conscience.  I called the lying gp's office today to see if she has filled out my form for my CPP disability benefits but the receptionist told me that "she is really busy this month because she is covering for another dr. on holiday."  She said..."I asked her about the form and the dr. stated that it is still on her desk but that she will get it done when she has time and it's a good thing that she was at her desk at the time because she now knows you have called her about it."

I called back after this call because I forgot to ask another question.  I then asked "would it be better if I made an appointment to discuss and complete this form while I am there?"  The receptionist said "that because I have already discussed this form with her it would not help...the dr. will get it done as soon as she can."

So here I am, 5 months after I have sent in my application for benefits and I am not further ahead than I was in February because my lying gp told me at my last appointment June 16th that as soon as she gets the new form (which she only got because she didn't fill out the first one correctly) she will fill it out and send it in!  I told her at that time that if she doesn't send it in within 30 days I will have to face a negative response from CPP and I will have to appeal their negative decision.  I guess I was again the big sucker when I was told that it would be done...she is lying yet again and where in the hell am I supposed to turn now?

Ada is in hospital and I am worried about her, Cowboy has admitted that he needs to be seen about the let that was run over and I am worried about him...today just isn't a good day!

The fatigue is debilitating today and I don't usually have a problem with it but I am having a hard time keeping my eyes open since I got up this a.m.  I had a full nights sleep but it doesn't seem to matter...I just lay down for 1/2 hour and went to sleep right away and I feel like I could do it again!  This is so not good, especially considering my MS is in-active!  Maybe the dog slipped me some sleeping pills??? NOT likely!

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by michael1028, Jul 08, 2008 08:14PM
Rena,
  I am so sorry hon that you are having such a rotten day. I wish I had one of the magic wands that I could wave at the doctor and put him or her in our shoes for a couple of days. Maybe that would make them think a little more. Doctors wonder why us who suffer want more of there time and more answers. When you do get to sit down in front of them you want to make sure that all of your questions get answered you may never get the chance for a while. MAJOR FRUSTRATION!!!!!!! Again I am so sorry that this has all heaped upon you today. Hang in there rena, it will all work out for the best.
Prayers and big hugs to you,
Mike    

by funnyface69, Jul 15, 2008 04:58PM
Rena,
   I know how you feel and I am so sorry you are going through this.  MS may be inactive but the symptoms are still there from the previous lesions.  I hope you are considering getting a new GP.   She sounds very unproffessional and uncaring.  Just keep reminding yourself, tomorrow is another day.  I will keep you in my prayers.  God Bless,  Lisa

by lonewolf07, Jul 15, 2008 05:12PM
I see you are in Canada - so am I but in Ontario.

When I applied for Disability the shrink filled out the forms in her office while I was there.  Don't know about disability in AB but CPP is pretty much the same for everybody and the forms aren't that difficult to fill out.  We have a shortage of drs in Canada so they can do almost whatever they want since there are so few of them.  The dr I go to (not the shrink) has put me on meds I don't need, sent for tests I don't need and seems determined to pathologize me - make me a walking disease.  She relies on genetics with no concern for environmental factors.  When someone says "change drs", it isn't that easy any more.

Sorry that you are going through so much and all at the same time too.  Our health care system isn't as good as it was and "the average person" is the one suffering for it.  I know my dr has told me if I want someone else to go ahead and find another dr, knowing that it is almost impossible.

Hugs and good thoughts to you  = )




by RETIRED53, Aug 01, 2008 03:49PM
Rena,

No one can feel your feelings, as we all have our own thoughts and views of our own feelings. All I can say and it helps me much if you think about it is, " Don't push the river. " Your in my prayers.

Lee

by emschick, Aug 01, 2008 04:31PM
Ha Ha Rena! That is so funny about the dog!!LOL!

I am so very sorry that you are having such a bad day. You have given me such good advise and I have nothing to give back to you. I am not educated enough in the illness say anything of intelligence.

Know this though, I pray for you every day all day long! I am here if you need me.

Kathey

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