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Day Four

Jul 09, 2008 11:25AM - 2 comments

I saw the film Candy with Heath Ledger the other day. That is my life. I love the way it goes Heaven - Earth - Hell Oh so true. There is nothing pretty about this drug. I went after it with such gusto. I didnt know I had. I changed after it grabbed me by the throat and said "you are mine" and Its after effects the vomit, blood, vomit and blood leaves you with no doubt., this is not a pretty drug. It comes from the bowels of hell and the doctors are the gatekeepers who decide when if any what you can have.

Anyone that can get me some I use them in the guise of friendship and I hate myself for it as they are lonely like me and need a real friend - not me.

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by joann1975, Jul 09, 2008 11:29AM
I have never seen that movie....but what you wrote makes total sense...it does grab us by the throat! But it's time for you to take the control back from it ... and say NOT ANYMORE....you are GONE PILLS!! You can do this!
JoAnn

by dominosarah, Jul 09, 2008 11:32AM
You have the power to take back control of your life.  Dig deep and face this head on.  You can do this.   Stay strong.                     sara

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