methadone madness

hey there, it's good to see you're doing things. while i was trying to detox, i couldn't get my *** off the couch to use the bathroom.. so instead of cold turkey, i'm tapering off now. i'm taking clonidine as well, if your able to get it, make sure you keep an eye on your blood pressure. being a pill freak that i am, when i first got my script i took more than i was suppose to. let me tell you first hand that i was pretty much knocked out all the time. i finally started taking what i was suppose to and it really helped alot. i take mad vitamins and amino acids, which helps with the physical issues. now i'm looking for something for the mental issues.. i hate methadone so much!! anyway, hope your doing okay, if you ever need to talk (write), i'm a good listener (reader).   --jesse james--

this fri i have an appt with my shrink so i can get those pills, the clonidine, but what do they really do?  Ive been told to get them, so i have been smoking, i have kolonopins and sleeping pills.  Today i went swimming and the water felt weird, like i couldnt do it.  I am really starting to feel the effects of withdrawing, this is gonna suck.  If you dont mind, i will write you while i am withdrawing, it will give me something to do besides thinking about how ****** im feeling- is that cool?

hey there peachy u go girl going swimming while comming off done.. if you can try and get the clonadine to help you out if things get to uncomfortable for you, your shrink or G.P should be able to give u a script but dont go poppen them like lollies cause they drop your blood pressure. Anyway good luck with it all let us no how your doing... Good Luck mate all the best vix