Tomorrow

Tomorrow is the day when I will be discussing with my doc how to begin treatments.  I am afraid to give needles to myself, but others can do it, so it gives me courage to know that.  Others have tried many times on this treatment and that also gives me courage.  Tomorrow will be a long day waiting for the appointment, which is at 3:45.  I hope she is ready for all of the questions I have composed lol.  I don't even know how long it will take for the meds to be ready.  Maybe the pharmacy has to order them--so much I don't know right now, but will be knowing and experiencing very soon.  I want to start so I can finish.  In my family I was always the first to jump into the dentist's chair because I wanted to get it over with-that's me.  Let's just do it.